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MOVED.

2009-10-23T17:27:00.000+08:00

http://esthersta.onsugar.com/

Relink please! Thanks!

What is Love? :(

2009-10-22T01:10:00.003+08:00

Yes. I'm having O levels Practical examination in a few hours time and DAMN IT!

I'm not asleep yet.

Reason? I am not exactly sure, why?

I don't know, I don't know!

Ha ha. I just don't feel like sleeping.

Pathetic excuse. Yes or no?

Sigh.

Uh huh.

What is love? Lady, don't hurt me. ( HA HA)

Dead meat.

2009-10-16T14:10:00.002+08:00

I can't say that I have been studying much lately.

But this few days... it's all about Biology and Chemistry! :D

Maths? Hah. MATHS?! GRRRR!

I know, Practice makes Perfect...

But still! It is clearly impossible for me to even get a C6 for my maths now.

Gosh, must I even... try to? Like duh? Or else, I can't even enter a decent poly right?

Sigh... yeah right. :(

G2g, ciaos peepos.

Ignorance is bliss.

2009-10-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

No matter what happen,

Baby, you know I will be right here with you, till forever.

I love you so much. :(

Things happened, and I finally realized that... what you have been saying and showing all along are really the truth.

I want to hold on to you forever... and you know that.

I know this is a lousy post :(

Baby, my private blog is for you... =(

Oh my isn't she gorgeous?!?!

2009-10-05T12:18:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh! My fetish for exotic looking ladies again!

Once upon a time it was Eva Longoria, BUT NOW?!

DITA VON TEESE!!!

*Heart melts*

She is best known for her cocktail glass show! Youtube it. (Note* that it contains nudity...LOL)

She still models for PlayBoy too!

She was married to Marilyn Manson... >_> I wonder why?

Oh well on December 29, 2006, Dita filed for a divorce! YAHOO!

Okay, she does look abit like Marilyn Manson... Geez?

SO! Is she hot or not?

SHE IS!!!

I want eat yo. :(

About yesterday...

2009-10-04T11:53:00.002+08:00

It was Babey Choo's birthday yesterday!

YEAH! Seventeen BIG DEAL! I'm gonna be the first to reach eighteen among my babes!

AHAHAHA!!!

Yaaaaaa!

Yesterday was fun! We had hella fun I guessed, though I came pretty much later. :S

ANYWAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH CHOO!

Love you to teh maxzxzxzx.

......

Aww! Aren't they adorable?!

Baby I will love you forever. :(

Bum bum.

2009-10-01T09:59:00.007+08:00

Finally, I feel like blogging.

...

For a sec, I stopped typing. Thinking of what I wanted to type.

Geez!

LMAO@THIS SHOW!

I don't think that's Lady Gaga anyway. It's suppose to be Spoof. LOL!

The problem lies in me... not you..

SENTOSA!

2009-09-27T16:59:00.003+08:00

Here I am blogging while Ben is busy sleeping on my couch. :(

I'm so hungry!!!

WAKE UP SOON PLZ?!

I wonder he got drool not? *LATER GO CHECK!*

Anyway, went tah Sentosa with the gang yesterday.

It was hella fun! BEEN SO LONG SINCE WE HAVE FUN TOGETHER YEAH!?

FUN TILL WE FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTOS!

All of us except for Vivian suffered from Sunburns.

AH SO PAINFUL!

Saw... 2 familiar faces trying to camouflage with the bushes along the way!

LOL! So funny can!? :P

SO TIRED.

And I'm now wondering what is Vivian and Desmond up to...?

I was reading Holly Jean's blog and...

2009-09-21T10:55:00.003+08:00

I found this video! It's funny LOL! And Kaykay is so hot! D:

2009-09-20T10:17:00.005+08:00

Colbie Caillat - Falling for you

Unable to upload the official music video here :(

Anyway!

Ah! This song reminds me of being in love with someone who doesn't know...

BUT OF CUZ I LOVE BEN LIKE DUH.

I don’t know but

I think I maybe

Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til I

Know you better

I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand

Pull me towards you

And we start to dance

All around us

I see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me

I’m trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it

I want you all around me

And now I just can’t hide it

I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh

Honey always draw me with an angry face. :(

ANYWAY, Ben just woke up. And he said he CRUSHED HIS TEETH ALREADY.

:( I have a Bo-Gay Boyfriend now!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

BYE PEEPOS!

Don't tell me!

2009-09-18T00:54:00.002+08:00

Oh gosh! I want her eyes! They are so mesmerizing! D:

Totally love this song! It reflects jolly well on heart breakers...

" I'm so so so sorry I'm so so so so sorry, I didn't mean to break your heart... bla bla bla... "

Damn life... O levels is finally approaching!

That means less talking and more work to be done!

ANYWAY! NEW OFFICIAL TRAILER FOR NEW MOON!

THIS ONE CHIO! Better than the first one! :D

Life is boring so I don't got any interesting stuffs to post about!

So I guess THIS IS IT.

Damn life... Damn life...

Ciaos, gonna slp.

Paz out peepo!

A song to share.

2009-09-16T11:26:00.002+08:00

Boys like Girls featuring Taylor Swift - Two is better than one.

Happy Birthday Peeps!

2009-09-13T22:38:00.004+08:00

Celebrated Baby Dymian's birthday yesterday!

My relatives came and bla bla bla.

Was really upset because of something, but it's alright now. :)

Anyway!

Happy birthday to Dymian, Da sao and Pearlynn! :D

Hehe. Met up with gang few days ago... and we went tah Lan.

It's been so long since I played L4D. Still sucks at aiming... Kept shooting team mates LOL.

Really had a bad headache after playing a few rounds. Dam it, the feeling was really horrible.

Went tah Lan again today, with Ben LOL.

Wanted to finish up Development chapter, but sigh! NEVER MIND, guess I will need to burn

midnight oil today...

We played L4D with 2 other anonymous players.

THIS TIME ROUND, IT WAS BEN WHO SUFFERED FROM HEADACHE.

LOL!

Such aches are bummers really. :P

Haha I remembered there was once, we played L4D live.

Adrian was one of the player and George was the Boomer!

Unfortunately, Adrian fell and we had to so called " HEAL" him. LOL.

It was hilarious really.

I am really hungry right now so...

GOODBYE PEEPO!

A mouth that can't speak.

2009-09-11T00:15:00.004+08:00

I'm fine, completely fine.

Physically fit and mentally stable.

Still as idiotic as ever.

As fuck up as usual.

My world revolves around my beloved Bf now...

I'm like the Moon and he is like the Earth.

Or rather, the opposite way.

Or maybe both of us will die during teh autumn festival. ( So I can be the goddess of the moon)

Currently no satellites around because they are not in my circle of trust.

I think I'm a little bit psychotic to think this way.

But how? A leopard never changes it spots. Just like how I'm stubborn as ever.

Maybe Ignorance is bliss.

Yes, I could feign ignorance.

Exactly!

O levels are around the corner!

I will eat books for breakfast, lunch, dinner and even supper! ( If I have to...)

Books will be my BFF like for ever!

SO OVERALL CONCLUSION, I WILL BE DISTRACTED!

And will not be bothered by it.

Oh gosh Esther! Don't be stupid, people can never be easily trusted.

Face the fact man.

No more next time okay?!

No one no one no one but you. ;)

Dark clouds

2009-09-08T00:30:00.004+08:00

It is never enough, for me...

I want more or rather, I wanted more.

More of what?

More of something that I don't even know.

It is not some thing private.

It is the fact that, IT IS indeed some thing that is always without any fail, never known.

I want to grow old with you...

I want to love you more and more each day.

I know I'm being naive here.

I hate the fact that we have to change our attitude towards life right after Secondary school.

I hate the fact that there will be opportunities for us to meet new people.

I hate the fact that most people change when they entered Poly.

I don't want to change anything in my life right now.

I want to stay the same, I want to stay with you like this forever.

Although it seems impossible to me.

But I know you will make it possible for me. :D

If so, then...

Why do people change? :(

Bummers...

I feel so selfish. :S

WELL I AM SELFISH.

LOVE IS SELFISH. HAHAHA.

:) Love sexay banana boy.

WTF?!

2009-09-07T11:02:00.002+08:00

I'm kinda heart broken!!!
Because...
PANIC AT THE DISCO BROKE UP!!! OH MY GOSH! ZZZ!

Ryan Ross and Jon set up another band called, Young Veins whereas Brendan Urie and Spencer are still in P!ATD.
Ah gosh.
Not to mention! A NEW SONG FROM P!ATD!!!
It's called, New Perspective and it's a soundtrack for Jennifer's Body!

Oh god oh god. I found the official MV on youtube, but it's in a rather bad quality!
BUT IDC YOU KNOW!

Close to you...

2009-09-05T12:00:00.002+08:00

I'm so addicted a song, Close to you by The Carpenters this few days!

" Just like me... they long to be... close to you..."

Ahh!

Anyway, I'm currently clearing up junk mails in my email.

Wow! I actually took interest in reading some of it.

And I truly hope that it's actually not something that contain viruses!

I came across this email which I find amazingly, amusing. :S

A Quick Laugh for 5 minutes to release stress!

Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes Dear
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No, mine is undying love

Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg.
Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.

Teacher : Simon, your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his?
Simon : No, teacher, it's the same dog!

Teacher: 'Where were u born?'
Student: ' Singapore , Sir.'
Teacher: 'Which part?'
Student: 'All of me, Sir.'

A teacher was asking her class: 'What is the difference between 'unlawful' and 'illegal'?'
Only one hand shot up.
'Ok, answer, Joan' said the teacher.
''unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and 'illegal' is a sick eagle.'

Teacher: 'How come you do not comb your hair?'
Ah Kow: 'No comb, Sir.'
Teacher: 'Use your dad's then.'
Ah Kow: 'No hair, Sir.'

A boy came home from school with his exam results.
'What did u get?' asked his father.
'My marks are under water,' said the boy.
'What do u mean 'under water'?'
'They are all below 'C' (sea) level'

Ok! Time to read the rest of my mails.

Paz out.

I love yo, Ben. :)

Kick asses!

2009-09-01T07:39:00.002+08:00

Ah...

Okay, I sucks big time.

I did not manage to wish any of my teachers... HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!

Only Wang-Kun.

Ah...

And what's more, Prelims just around the corner.

SO! HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!! :D

Sigh!!!

Our class did well in this year's Sports Carnival.

We won medals @ Floor ball, Badminton and Basketball!

Good team work guys! ;D

I am so proud! Hope you guys not only play hard, but work hard too!

Good luck for Prelims 5A!

Ang min, Good luck for Prelims too alright! ( Just in case...)

Oh Ang min!

Remember how we called one another Prom night partner aka PnP long before we got together?

Wow and those times were really... *Speechless*

I guess we really been through a lot a lot a lot a lot.

ANYWAY! Now we can finally go Prom together!

( Wow I feel so disgusted, fancy typing this mushy thing out.)

Ha-ha! :D

I feel pathetic, I can't get back to sleep.

I woke up at 7:30AM exactly.

And it's a school holiday today!

So I wanna get back and earn my rest badly.

But I just can't. D:

GIRLS!!! BRING YOUR BOYFRIEND TO WATCH JENNIFER'S BODY!

Make them know that hot babes are somehow not easy to screw. LOL!

JOKING! Well...

You always save me from myself...

2009-08-29T02:13:00.003+08:00

It's not so easy loving me,

It gets so complicated, all the things you gotta be.

Every thing's changing but you're the truth.

I'm amazed by all your patience, everything I put you through.

And when I'm about to fall

Somehow you're always waiting, your open arms to catch me,

You're gonna save me from myself, from myself, yes,

You're gonna save me from myself, ooo, ohh, yeah.

....

Well, tomorrow maybe be shaky... but you never turn away...

Christina Aguilera - Save me from myself.

如果我变成回忆

2009-08-28T10:25:00.002+08:00

Something worth listening. ;)

Love yo, Ang min. (o^_^o)

She got issues.

2009-08-26T14:10:00.006+08:00

Remember the theory of being in love?

Boy meets girl... blah blah.

And they got together... and breaks up eventually.

Yap! This is what I'm talking about.

Why get into a relationship when you know that forever seems impossible?

I mean it's like, being in a relationship does not mean marriage.

It's not a lock and key hypothesis theory obviously. ( Okay a little bit of Biology)

And why breaks up?

Well, couples do eventually breaks up. Unless they are caught up in some kind of messy situation.

For example, pregnancy etc.

If not, they really have a very special bonding and feel that they are soul mates for life.

After breaking up, it means that the bond is broken.

There is no way you can fix it. You will have to wait for another person who shares the same bond as you, in order to pair up. And this means a start of a new relationship.

Seriously! Reason because the love died!

Commonly, right after the end of a relationship, people would want to calm themselves down by staying single for some time.

This is definitely true yeah?

If he/she moved on, and found him/herself a new mate that does not mean that he/she was unfaithful while both of you was together.

Obviously, it is DUMB to think this way. ( I DO THINK THIS WAY ANYWAY, I'M DUMB)

It is not like he/she actually two-timed you! It isn't anything horrible.

Ok, it maybe heartbreaking knowing that he/she is having someone else in their life and that someone is not you. I understand, I do... *Nods*

Don't hate that someone else because you can't be them.

Hate yourself for hating them.

Because if you hate them, that shows that you are the biggest loser in life.

Obviously, you have not yet move on.

And you are so mad because he/she has started going out and have fun with that someone else.

I, absolutely hate it

I, for once, did not even have this intention.

Seriously, I think it's a 'let go' situation.

I don't even know you, so I don't think I dislike you.

You? You don't even know me, and I'm categorized under the person you don't want to meet?

What ever happens to ' There is no strangers in this world, only people you have yet to meet ' ?

Sorry, but I really think this is pointless.

Dymian!

2009-08-20T12:33:00.009+08:00

It is always a blessing to see your love one growing up! Don't cha all think so?

Naughty boy now!!!

I fucking do want to know what is fucking wrong with my head nowadays?!

I've been experiencing headaches this few days.

I think I have a tumor inside my head.

Poor me, gonna die at the age of seventeen!!!

Sigh... I don't get it.

OH I KNOW, it's the fucking weather again yea?

Such humidity is cruel to the mankind! =(

Wow... my head is spinning...

SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH!!!

I hate this feeling totally!!!!

OKAY! I'm feeling cold now. WOW!

Could it be the ghosts? Since it is the ghost festival now...

SIGH!!!! Whatever...

Hang-on I'm Bueno-ing!

2009-08-19T16:23:00.002+08:00

Okay, I totally agree that the above title is completely crap.
But I'm really bueno-ing right now. Just finished my first bar of Kinder Bueno.
And Ben was complaining, " Now got Kinder Bueno don't want to share?"
Hmmpfh! I don't like to share stuffs with people who especially totally PAWN me over Mario Kart!
I'm very petty okay?! Tsk tsk!

Currently loading Restaurant City! I'm very addicted to this game on Face book!
But hmm, it's always takes a long time to load the game!!!
So I guess, I won't be so INTO the game any more longer if I have to wait!
Haha!

Anyway... Terrible news!
I was expecting a B3 for my Chinese Paper... Guess what?
I got a B4 instead.
Grrr, I'm gonna retake.
I know people will give me remarks like, " B4? Good liao leh, better than nothing!" etc.
But I don't care.
A grade is alot of difference to me!
I wanna get B3!
SO! I'm willing to spend my 24bucks on this paper ok!!!
D:

I hate it when Ben burps.
I mean... it's so ungentle-man and disgusting!!!
And he just stole my Kinder Bueno. :(

Walao...

Shall post another day...

Silly silly.

2009-08-15T09:10:00.007+08:00

Went tah Chester's house for his birthday celebration yesterday.

LMAO @ XIAO ANDY.

He is cuter when he is drunk. LOL!

As for the rest... they were pretty scary. Joking!

I wasn't allow to drink... so Ben did most of the drinking.

Gosh. >__>

And he ended up spouting nonsense! Says who Ben? :D

Well, I was pretty bored yesterday and guess what! I found something that keeps me occupied!

Look!

Lmao, Man blames house cat for downloading pornography.

What a lame excuse. LOL

While...

Lol@this!

all extracted from www.failblog.org :)

I wonder what went wrong...

Oh well... here goes nothing!

2009-08-12T23:42:00.002+08:00

I saw my Lovely Isabel yesterday at Bishan!

She was waving vigorously at me!

Hehe! The same old sweet loving smile she always have on her face!

Okay, I sound lesboz!

I'm addicted to this song, ' I gotta feeling' by Black Eyed Peas.

" I gotta feeling... woohoo, that tonight's gonna be a good night, that tonight's gonna be a good good night..."

Tonight is definitely gonna be a good night eh?

I guess so.

I thought I saw some black clouds above my head a couple of minutes ago.

Anyway screw these black clouds!

Woah woah woah!

I need happy pills.

No one can cheer me up.

I know this is simply-no-body's-bee nest.

BUT HELLO, I'm a human with emotion.

I need to at least drag some peeps down with me.

So I'd be happy. Remember?

OKAY! Perhaps... I'm not unhappy nor moody.

I'm just feeling restless and helpless or simply both.

I am confused.

Was it something that is lacking? Or something that is complicatedly not enough?

What on earth am I seeking for?

I'm not moody. I swear with what ever balls I can get my hands on.

I feel... a bit... betrayed I guessed.

Well this is life. (Awful)

Peepo come and peepo go.

Yawn, I'm tired.

I feel sick anyway.

Retiring now.

I guess I only need you in my life right now.

Happy Birthday Singapore. :D

2009-08-09T03:28:00.005+08:00

Alright, time checked. It is now 3:30AM in the morning.

I woke up 2 hours ago, at approximately... Hmm... 1:30AM?

Reason because I am sick. The pills I ate causes drowsiness. Shucks!

Haha. And today is SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY!!!

Oh my god! Happy birthday Singapore!!!

Please continue to rise and shine fantastically!

I am SO proud to be a Singaporean!

It doesn't matter that we are just a tiny red dot on the world map.

What matter most is that, each and everyone of us stands together to help overcome inevitable crisis.

I truly hope that Singapore will always be safe. And that religious harmony will forever be preserved.

For, " We, the citizen of Singapore... Pledged ourselves as one united people..."

Shine on Me :D

Will you make a difference?

We are one Singapore... One nation strong and free...

Once again!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HOME LAND!!!

ONWARDS SINGAPORE! :)

ZzzzzzzzzzZzz! ( - _ - ) Zz Zz!

2009-08-05T16:48:00.003+08:00

I hate to mention this but... I'M HELLA TIRED!!!

Played Badminton with my classmates during PE lesson today.

Whoooosh! Think I lost some weight. ( LIKE DUH!? I hope so...)

Currently no appetite for food. ( Is this a good sign of slimming?)

Waiting at home for Ben, he went to his SB training... Yawn...

I'm so sleepy... >_>

Went Lan with Sandy, Mandy, Xiao Vincent, Adrian and Ben few days ago.

We are all (Except for Mandy) officially DOTA siao. Joking!

AHHHH!!!

Ms Kharaini gonna bring us to Da Vinci's art exhibits tomorrow!!!

We can get to see the real life painting of Mona Lisa!!!

And maybe the Last Supper!!!

OH MY GOD.

I'm hella excited for tomorrow.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

I can't wait! I can't wait any longer!!!

This is a once in a life time experience!

Alright, I shall end this post with a video to celebrate Singapore's Birthday!

Come on let's sing along!!!

" Where I belong... where I keep my heart and soul... " Bla bla bla!

Inside of a safe box.

2009-08-02T19:36:00.005+08:00

I believe we are all strong and well dependent women.

Well, I'm not being sexist here, just in case someone decided to sue me.

Moreover, I'm hella broke, I haven't got my pay yet. So I cannot afford to settle court cases!

Okay, both sexes are equal.

We have 2 private organs each.

We have our Boobies and Kitty.

The men have their Balls and Banana.

Sounds good huh?

All of us had to go (complicatedly) through our mother's birth canal in order to inhale our first oxygen.

Birth canal? YES! It's our kitty.

So we should be treated fairly.

For, without us... there wouldn't be... us!

Right...?

Now now now!

Who should wear the pants in the relationship?

I'm sick and tired of Ben's hand overlapping mine when we are holding hands.

With hesitation, I always tries to get my hand on top of his.

But... over countless attempts... he would always, without fail, overlapped mine.

And the same old successful smiles he always had on his face... thinking of it makes my heart boils.

GRRRRR!

So... I guess that we are still strong and... dependable women yea?

29th July post.

2009-07-30T22:46:00.006+08:00

Ahhhh! Due to my pretty messed up life,

I realized that I ain't got any time to even on my pathetic computer anymore!

Shitz!

Well, a couple of us skipped school yesterday!

Oh manz, I really miss him so much.

Some times... I even thought of him being around us still.

Like what if... He is still here to guide us from what is wrong and what is right.

WELL ALVIN! We really miss you a lot alright?...

Anyway, celebrated Isabel's birthday yesterday!

Happy Birthday again Beeeeeee!

You rocks my life!

Photooooos!

Teriza~

My... leg. LOL

Teh Birthday Girl!!!

I'm feeling hella tired. :/

And I'm feeling so low.

Well not exactly very low, but well... just relatively low.

Sigh, life is hectic. But what's the point when there isn't any fruits being bear?

I'm not moving... not moving...

BUT I'm getting my pay next week!

Gonna pay off my debt. :D

For him who sees me as a whole.

For him who treats me like a rose.

I can't live without you. :(

2009-07-28T22:44:00.005+08:00

I love you Ben.

But I love Shaker fries even more!

Lmao joking.

The truth is, I'm obsessed with Shaker fries!

This time round it's only the Seaweed seasoning! I was craving for the BBQ favor.

As I'm blogging, I'm actually popping some into my mouth!

Ahh, I'm guilty conscious so, don't ever remind me about my plans on ' Potato free diet' !

BUT SHAKER FRIES ISH GOOD REALLY.

*Chomps* *Chomps*

=( So addicted to it.

And tomorrow marks another important date!

Alvin, we miss you.

Please keep your cool if you ever find out that we are skipping school just to pay respect to you alright?

AND!

Happy Birthday in Advance Isabel babey!!! :)

Get well soon!!!

Overdue photos. :)

Look at Brendan's face. LOL

Our first Ignite. :)

Dymian!!!

Jiak Leng and I.

Hehe...

Thanks for always being here Ben. *Pop some fries into mouth*

I know I'm not easy to get along with.

I know it's tough being with me.

I know I'm not perfect.

I know you are trying hard to be on the same pace as I am.

I know you did all this because you love me.

I love you too.

From deep down under my heart.

I knew.

PS: Ang min. :)

I can't be complete.

2009-07-24T23:40:00.005+08:00

Happy 3 months Ang Min sexay.

Thanks for loving me.

Thanks for being here for me always.

Thanks for enduring all my undesirable demands.

Thanks for not talking to girls often.

Thanks for being 'over' protective.

Thanks for your umbrella when I needed one.

Sorry for always being moody.

Sorry for being possessive.

Sorry for being unreasonable. ( At times, not always.)

Sorry for being an asshole sometimes.

Yah, sorry for almost everything that I had done.

Nope, not enough yet. But never mind.

We reap what we sow right?

I love you lotsa, this is one definite truth!

Watched Public Enemies at AMK hub today.

Hmm, I will give 3 stars for it.

Reason because... JOHNNY DEPP IS THE MAIN LEAD.

OMG, HE IS HELLA HELLA HELLA HOT.

HOT. FREAKING HOT.

Anyway I strongly recommend to read the story plot before proceeding to the movie. To understand the movie better.

Aww man. :(

I wanna fantasize him so badly right now. Maybe I shall save it for tonight's dream.

Sicko me.

Aww! I'm melting...

Anyway! met up with gang and went tah play Dota at Venus.

Lmao... It was so fun! I love it! Haha.

Alright, feeling a little moody right now.

Sighz, damn mood-swings again.

Ciaos, paz all.

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can't escape the love
With everything that you have

21st Century's longest Eclipse! TOMORROW!

2009-07-21T11:23:00.007+08:00

Could it be a bad omen?

Is it a sign of doomsday?

I don't know.

What's the purpose behind this Total Solar Eclipse?!

Why is it happening?

I hate unexplained Phenomenon!

I wanna watch it on Teevee tomorrow!

But I have got school. :(

8:30am on Channel 8, if I'm not wrong.

11.30PM for the re-run and explanatory.

Sigh Sigh!

Whenever I think of it I feel like crying.

Reason because, I don't wanna die yet. HAHA!

I wanna have tons of Chanel, Prada, Fendi, Burberry and LV bags first!!!

Wait a minute! I wanna set up my first hotel first!

And then, MY FIRST CASINO!!!

Now, I'm cool right?!

Heh, anyway!

Our Mother Earth is obviously dying soon.

The lifespan is deteriorating everyday...

Singapore is sinking day by day just like Brazil, Venice.

Mankind are eventually gonna be on the verge of extinction.

These are all retributions, for we took Earth for granted.

Sigh! We are all going to die eventually anyway!

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Okay enough with that doomsday post. (Sobs)

Went tah teh library with Isabel and Teriza yesterday!

Isabel and I borrowed a book titled: Mates, Dates & Flirting. (Be totally irresistible-every girl's guide!)

Like what the hell, hor Isabel?

She was the one who showed me the book and said, "还有一本，你要吗？"

I want I want!

We both kinda sneaked over to the another shelf. ( I don't know why.)

Hahaha!

Okok, one of the topic was on... What Boys want and what most Boys don't want.

Most Boys want:

- Sparkly Eyes

-Nice Skin

-Shiny Hair

- Soft Lips

-BOOBS!!!

some boys like bouncy ones, other boys likes small and perky ones.

( Belle, still got hope ok?)

-BUMS!!! All boys love curves!

-Girls with upbeat personality

Most Boys don't want:

- Greasy hair

- BO

- Smelly Breath

-Girls who whine all the time. Especially about themselves.

-Girls who are always on diet.

-Girls who go on and on about their ex-boyfriends.

-Girls who phone and text other boys all the time asking when they're going to see them again.

I don't whine much hor Ang Min? :( (HEHE I LOVE YOU)

8 more days to that particular someone's Anniversary!

RACIAL HARMONY DAY PHOTOS! :)

2009-07-19T20:18:00.016+08:00

Okay here are SOME of the photos we took!

Grab them all from Jerald's photo bucket @ http://s661.photobucket.com/albums/uu332/jeraldlim1992/Racial%20Harmony%20Day%202009/

The Monkey aka Wei Sheng and I!

SL trying to snatch it away from me and SZ looking very serious!

Noop!

Wow, our handsome Mr Ong. >_>

Tofu trying out too!

Master Wei Sheng!!!

Master Hazim! (The real Pro!)

Us!

Clara and I ;)

Brother Wang, what are you doing?

Heh heh heh. We're on good terms now ok!!!

MY KA LI POKKKKK!

JJ with.... ???

My so-called hot teacher. :S

Hehe, Vick! :D

You want kiss?

Jerald what are you doing discreetly...

Eugene with his BIG MOUTH! :X

Yes! You, Elroy...

Surina, Sarah and Nooraini!

JJ, JC and Pearl pearl!

Our beautiful Co-Form with Master Elroy.

Our models!!! :D Awww

SL AND I. My dearest Ben, just incase you are wondering...We are not hugging... It's the cam effect.

JC and I!

JJ and I!

HAHA BZ WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGG SIAAAAH

Oh manz!

I'm gonna miss having RHD with my fellow classmates, next year!

I love yo guys!

I love 5A!!!

Ben, I love you too. LOL

Hahaha...

2009-07-18T10:12:00.006+08:00

It was Racial Harmony Day celebration yesterday.

I love our class bonding!

I love the fact that we ate together, we cleaned up together and cheered together!

AND I hate the fact that... I realized I was too busy handling class matters that, I FORGOT ABOUT TAKING PHOTOS.

WTH.

Okay, I did took lotsa photos.

But none of them were taken with my own hands!

So upset.

BUT IT'S OKAY!!!

My super classmates will upload them on Facebook ( I hope. And I'm gonna grab them discreetly.)

Brother Wang and sexay Pearlynn did not managed to win the fashion show.

BUT IT'S OKAY!

At least it was an eye-opening experience for the both of them!

We still loves you guys ok!!!

Because only deserving ones gets to win right?

And 4H was so cute with the cat walking.

Alright, shall post more when I get the photos.

Gotta go bathe and make up and fuck around.

Okay, I'm going to Desmond and co's, play.

Love it totally.

2009-07-14T23:33:00.003+08:00

Some times, I can be quite 'Man'.

My shoulder is for him whenever he is tired.

He can always be my woman, for, behind every successful man, stands a woman.

( Ignore that 3rd party in the background. GEEZ, 3s a crowd UNCLE!!!)

I even looked more 'Man' in this photo. (Below)

( THAT uncle again.... Zzz)

Still looked 'Man' as before.

Ben, what is happening to you?

Are your hormones raging still?!

Do you have sexuality differ!?

Joking.

( UNCLE, PLEASE LAH!!!)

Okay, Ben looks totally gay.

Hehe, but I love you still :)

I love you okay Ang min!

U is so hot I wanna eat you with Chili.

U is so sexy I wanna I wanna I wanna I wanna...

Hehe.

Hectic Hectic!!!

2009-07-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

Life is so-so for me.

Had a not so wonderful weekend.

Worked on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. ( Which is today!!!)

I'm was working at Compass point.

Coincidentally, ISABEL IS WORKING THERE TOO.

Well actually, am working under Kiddy Palace. It is like a Fair kind thingy.

OKAY AT LEAST, CASH IS ROLLING IN!!!

Woot, I love it when I'm working for the sake of money.

It is like a motivation y'all know!

Alright, only this month and I will kiss goodbye to this job and say hello to mugging again!

Thanks, Isabel, OMY, Vivian, Belle and BEN for accompanying me while I worked.

Hehehe.

Sigh, photos to be uploaded tomorrow!!!

Tired.

Am go fuck around.

Jackson5 - I'll be there.

Teh Umbrella Issue. :S

2009-07-06T20:01:00.004+08:00

Been long since I last updated.
Oh dear!
AND I'm not jobless anymore!
I found a job (LYK DUH)

Haha confidential. Don't wanna reveal!

ANYWAY, I love rainy days... and yesterday was one of my favorite day...
CUZ IT WAS POURING LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!!!
I hate the thunderous roars anyway.

So, Ben and I was caught in the rain.
And, he took 2 pairs of umbrellas from Anonymous houses.
(And one of them was broken.)

He opened them right in front of me, and asked me to choose.
I already knew which one was the broken umbrella, but still I feigned ignorance, and told him to choose one for me.

GUESS WHAT, HE GAVE ME THE BROKEN ONE.
WTFXXXXX!!!

I confronted him regarding this issue and guess what lame excuse did he gave?
LOL.
HE EXPLAINED, " Because you small size mah, den you take the broken one. " (Giggling)
WTH.

I hate you Ben!!!
You gonna get me fucking strike by teh lightning!!!

Joking!

Over all conclusion!
Boyfriends' intentions are always fatal.
Beware...

(NOT ALL!!!)

Teh mugging period starts now!

2009-07-02T10:45:00.004+08:00

Lately, Ben and I started mugging for our O levels.

It was a wonder, that both of us actually put our heart into studying!

It is like a knowledge + knowledge = more knowledge kind of thang.

Overall, we are proud of ourselves!

Yay 3 cheers for us!

I'm having body aches and headaches!

Maybe I study too much hor?

LOL.

Aww manz. :(

Currently babysitting Dymian...

Despite having sick leave from school this morning.

Alright, gonna end it off with a video, from my favorite drama, Ugly betty!

Feat: Vera Wang and Victoria Beckham.

Victoria Beckham is hella hot.

School starts... well, TOMORROW!!!

2009-06-28T22:11:00.003+08:00

Seriously speaking, I'm hella bored.

I slept over at Isabel's house yesterday night and woke up at approximately... 9 in the morning!

Hehe, thanks for the accommodation, Isabel love!

I sex with her too. (Like duh, no! )

Moreover, currently on my mind is... SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.

Damn, I'm having school blues. But eager to see my classmates at the same time!

I hate June holidays because I simply just 'fook around' with Ang min. :/

Please Benji, let's study... study... hard for our O levels alright???

Screw art preparatory works!!!

Thank goodness, I still have my fellow comrades who are still in the midst of completing it!

School... school... school... school... ZzZzZz.

AHHH, I'ma try tah get some sleep now.

Oh never mind, perhaps a bath first?

LOL.

Ciaos all.

Don't forget to bring along your thermometer and travel declaration form to school tomorrow!!!

I love you Benji. :)

R.I.P King Of Pop. Michael Jackson!

2009-06-26T11:06:00.004+08:00

R.I.P Michael Jackson

The King of Pop passed away last night at the age of 50.

It is believe to be an act of Cardiac Arrest. (Deadly heart disease)

Before his death, he was rehearsing hard for his 'comeback' world tour.

The first concert was supposed to be on the 13th of July.

Sigh, what a waste. :\

There goes another Pop sensation of the century!

Rest in Peace

1958-2009

Some videos to commemorate MJ.

I love you Ben. :S

2009-06-24T09:49:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd month with my Sexay banana boy! =S

I love you Ang Min!!!

Yuk yuk yuk.

" Give me just another 5 minutes honey!"

2009-06-20T15:59:00.009+08:00

To me, another 5 minutes is just another half an hour.

It is basically an excuse to excuse yourself for a longer time.

But atleast... there is a timing set on you getting ready for your date!

Imagine your boyfriend's sigh of relief when you first said " 5 MINUTES, AND I'M DONE!"

And your boyfriend's sighing in agony when you said " ANOTHER 5 MINUTES PLEASE!" (when it's been an hour...)

So tell me, do boyfriends enjoy waiting for their girlfriends?

Under such circumstances:

- While she is in the fitting room.

- While she is busy preparing for the date.

The answer is obviously NO.

I cannot confess that I'm always late most of the time... for our date.

Especially when Ben is always the one that is early! ( Excuses, right sorry. )

OKAY STRAIGHT TO THE POINT.

The guys can do a lot of things while they are waiting for us reluctantly!

They are given a chance to...

- ogle at babes while we are not there to catch them red handed. ( Refer to photo on top right.)

- think about us. Which I think they should. (Fantasize... perhaps.)

- floss their teeth with a piece of tissue or cotton bud. ( Which is... gross.)

- polish their shoes.

- think about what they are gonna do with their life.

And so on and so forth.

Principally! We are doing all this for the sake of the guys!

It's not a crime to wait right?

And look how they are given this golden opportunity to ogle at girls!

I HATE IT WHEN MY BF OGLE AT GIRLS. (Sometimes... I catch Ben looking at other girls. But he always deny like a drug lord kana caught like that!)

Okay I am possessive! BUT I don't care!

OKAY LET'S BE FRANK HERE.

Ben once caught me ogling a waiter while we were having lunch at Pizza hut.

( THAT WAS LIKE ONCE IN A MILLION LIGHT YEARS that I will kana caught bio-ing a guy. I'm like a pro of ogling! I DON'T UNDERSTAND! JOKING.)

OK!?

DAMN!

What's wrong with being Sixteen anyway?

2009-06-16T11:57:00.006+08:00

I watched this short movie ( Mom at Sixteen) few days ago and teared.

Not only that, the female lead is hot too! ( The father of the baby was a jerk.)

Just go tah www.youtube.com and get the parts searched!

16 to Life. ( Another about 'it's all about sex' show.)

Bear with me for a few moments for Mr.Darth.Vader. (Or he will kill you.)

Oh my Ben, get well soon mmk!?

Ciaos.

ART HERE I COME!

Love is... (Brutal and Gruesome edition. Ha-ha)

2009-06-13T20:12:00.002+08:00

Love is...

...Being with that someone you've always wanted to be with!
...Special when you are in love with only that particular person.
...When the reason you breathe is only for him/her.
...When whatever you, you do it for him/her.

Let me tell you why, why some people will die for the 'only one' in their life.
The reason is simple.
Because they did it out of love!

But it's much more complicated than it seems to be.
People always say this and that, but the outcome is something that is always hidden deep down under.
That is the reason why; the same sayings just continued its path to other's mind.

For example, there were a couple of cases of husband killing their wifey or reciprocate.
The guilty always claimed that they murdered their love ones because they loved them.
And that they cannot do without them! AND SO THEY DID IT OUT OF LOVE!

I think its crap really.
I wouldn't want to hurt my love one in the first place.
Well hurt them physically. With those bloody psychotic methods.

Ever watch the movie ‘Ju-On’?
The Japan so called scariest movie.
Few days ago, I went to the National Library with my Sexay Ben. (OK… I’m not going to talk about our love love thingy right now!)

I picked up the book ‘Ju-On’ and started reading it curiously.
At first, before reading the book, I glanced at the book cover.
IT WAS SO CREEPY.
That’s right, it was that little boy with thick liners and the one who purrs like a cat.
Damn it!

SO…
I opened up the book and starting reading… amusingly… (Surprisingly)

The first chapter was getting somewhat interesting…
(Do not hesitate to read the following story on Ju-On. It won’t hurt to read a little!!! It’s good for the brain!)

Kayako (the vengeful female ghost) was just another plain jane.
She fell in love with Kobayashi, a guy whom she met at a party.
But sadly, Kobayashi was not in love with her.
Manami was the apple of his eye.
Eventually, Kayako gave up on this one sided love, but still continued to stalk him.
She even stole Kobayashi’s house key and went into his house. And slept on his bed.
And hid under the bed when Manami and Kobayashi made love.
Her psychotic thinking was all very disturbing.

She then, married Toshio's Father, Takeo.
In the book, he was described as a good, gentle husband.
But his complete change in attitude when it comes to sex with Kayako was not gentle at all.
It was exaggerating on how particular their sexual activities were.
The intimacy was somehow too much for me to handle.
It made Takeo sounded like a complete sex maniac!

It’s funny when you think of a vengeful female ghost who goes around killing their tenants having sex with a brute murderer!

Anyway, few years later…
Kayako gave birth to Toshio. (Yap, that cute little boy at first.)
What a coincidence is that, Toshio’s high school teacher is Kobayashi!

Kayako started to grew back the feelings she had for him the last time.

Of course! Takeo did not know about it at all.
He told Kayako that, he would like to have a baby girl next.

I guessed they tried to have a baby girl for umpteen times. But to no avail.
So, Takeo told Kayako to have a full body check up. To see if something was wrong with her.

She went of course. Eventually, nothing was wrong with her.

So Takeo decided to visit the Doctor.
Few weeks later, the report came out.
The doctor said that, the chances of his sperms fertilizing with the egg was almost to zero percent.

Takeo questioned the doctor on how was he able to have a baby boy (Toshio) when the chance of Kayako conceiving was low.

Doctor asked, “ What you have a son already?” ( All thanks to this ‘act-smart’ doctor)

Forgot to mention, Takeo was a pretty hot-tempered man.

“Kayako is having an affair behind my back, Kayako is having an affair behind my back. Toshio is not my son. He is not my son. He can’t be my son. “ Takeo thought.

So he went home… waited for poor Kayako to come back.
But while waiting, he searched their room for evidence on Kayako cheating behind his back.
Sad but true, he found Kayako’s diary.
Kayako was stupid enough to write about Kobayashi in almost all of her Diary entries.
(But seriously, Kobayashi was very faithful to Manami of course. He doesn’t give a damn about Kayako)

Okay so, Takeo read the diary entries.
And waited for Kayako to come home…

When Kayako came home, she knew Takeo was back.
So she went up to their room as usual.

Straight to the point…

Takeo pulled her hair, and started to bash her.
WOW, the bashings were really brutal.
He punched till Kayako was bleeding profusely.

Kayako pleaded at him.
But to no avail.

The saddest part?
Toshio came home and heard all the commotion.
He saw his dad covered in blood.
He knew it was his Mar’s blood.
He knew Daddy was going to kill him.
He ran up to his room and locked himself in.

Takeo forced his way into Toshio’s room.
Toshio then hid himself in the attic only to find that his Mar’s corpse was in that black bag.
(Mar is Kayako)
Takeo locked him in the attic. (Takeo does not give a damn because he thought that Toshio was not his son, BUT TOSHIO IS HIS SON ANYWAY!!!)

Eventually, Toshio became a ghost like his mother.

Few days later…
Kobayashi went to Toshio’s house to find out the reason why exactly he hasn’t been coming to school lately.

He died of heart attack ( I guess Kayako scared him. LOL)
He too, joined in to become a ghost like Toshio and Kayako.

Manami was murdered by Takeo.

Eventually Takeo died too.

Okay end of story.
You can borrow this book at any National Library I guess.

Anyway you get me?
They really did it out of love after all.

Geez.

Love is…
…When you are special because you are willing to make that ‘only one’ bleed because of you.
…When the reason why him/her stopped breathing was because of you.
…When you are willing to by all means making sure that the ‘only one’ belongs to only you.

…When you really did it out of love…

2009-06-11T11:45:00.004+08:00

OKAY!

repeat after me!

Life is never a bitch!

Life rocks!

Life is life because God gave us a chance to live!

Sorry, am too happy to even bother to explain why!

Why am I so happy?

Secret! Secret!

Nope, I'm not getting married.

NOPE BEN DID NOT MAKE ME HAPPY! ( OOPS)

Well I'm just happy not 'cause I'm popping happy pills into my mouth!

I am happy because I AM HAPPY.

So when I'm happy, I CAM WHORE!

Hehe.

Lovely nails right?!

Red looks good in pictures.

Okay, what was I saying again!?

LIFE IS NEVER A BITCH!

Well, give me a day or two, I will think Life's a bitch again.

Life is two-faced.

I'm not good cuz I'll make you sad.

I'm good cuz you said I make you happy.

Official New Moon Movie Teaser Trailer out now!

2009-06-06T23:32:00.005+08:00

Omg I love Jacob!

2009-06-04T23:57:00.009+08:00

What did you do tonight?

We did this! ( refer to photo above)

Noticed that I wasn't in the photo... Heck!

I wouldn't do things that are UNGLAM! HEHE!

Well, I went out with my sexay bunch of babeys just now!

Went out for dinner together!

Our special guest for today is...

OUR LONG LONG LONG LOST FRIEND.

TOH SHUEN CHUANG.

(Joking)

Okay not unglam photo alright?

Still looking very fair as usual.

But got thinner... (Like always -.-)

As you can see...

They took my phone and started cam whoring. :(

Okay, expired photos. -.-

Oh I love you babey!!!

I'm in good spirits right now!

Finally!

Okay first of all...

I love yo Ben. ( Like duh seriously)

Alright and...

George corrected my so called "misspelled" word, you, on Msn 2 days ago.

" Esther, your I love yo don't have an u. "

CAN'T YOU SEE I DID IT ON PURPOSE.

BECAUSE IT SOUNDED MORE HIP!!!

( YAH LIKE DUH SERIOUSLY!!!)

And and...

What do you think of having cravings for ice creams at 12:30am in the morning?

Like during wee hours?

Do you first try to google Calories of an normal ice cream cone or just heck it!

I want an ice cream cone right now! ?

Do you text everyone on your contact list and asked them whether should you have an ice cream cone now?

Or...

try to flip a pathetic twenty cents coin and record the number of heads or tails???

OR FINALLY!

JUST FREAKING IGNORE THOSE GUILTY THOUGHTS AND HAVE AN ICE CREAM CONE RIGHT NOW?!

Yeah yeah yeah...

But right now,

you just can't figure out what type of favors you wanna have.

Vanillas? Strawberries? Raspberries? Chocolates? Durians? Peppermints?

But hold on, do you think you will have a chance to fulfill this craving?

What if...

At 12:30 am...

you opened up your fridge and found out there weren't any more ice creams left. Not even the cones.

What would you do to fulfill this craving?

Don't be dismay because somethings in life is never the way you want it to be.

But you can always accomplish it later in your life. :P

Because if you have cravings for ice cream but you can't have it right now, it does not mean you would not have the chance to have it in the future!

Okay dota rookie go play dota with a pro ok? :(

Have a Safe night all.

Why can't they just die!

2009-05-31T12:11:00.007+08:00

I just don't understand.

The Earth orbits around the Sun, yeah this is hella true.

Humans are born selfish and fucking greedy and that's a half truth.

People who always pull down others are fucking evil and how the fuck they still manage to survive on Earth?

Bias.

People who are bird-brained are allowed to speak nonsense into other's ears, are all still alive, why can't they all be dead?

People always say never give up or whatsoever, it's just the air encouraging isn't it so?

Life maybe meaningless because of these people.

They are somehow... factors that are affecting one's point of view about life.

I wanna get out of here so badly.

It's just so hard to die...

Sorry extremely moody.

But hey, all these makes sense though right?

I am not happy, I am not lucky anymore.

Just think about it.

Doing it right and doing it now.

2009-05-23T11:39:00.004+08:00

Do it now, and do it right.

What a shame!

Logically,

people does shameful stuffs just for pure entertainments,

but strictly not for the fun of it.

When I said entertainment, it does not mean just by having Fun.

It's more like a over night fame thingy.

You get it?

However!

Infamous acts might get you involved in a major hollywood film perhaps?

So I wasn't thinking logically, it's more like a mental issue.

(Oh god please bless me.)

So I had spent my whole week, thinking about this.

I met some obstacles on my way out, but still managed to kick it aside.

I still can think straight at least.

" So far so good ", I guessed.

How about I start doing things that I like? NOW!

But like what?

- Shopping: Er, do I like shopping? Yeah I do. Kinda.

But the problem with shopping is that,

at the end of the day...

your heart bleeds when you saw that

there's only a few pathetic notes and cents left in your wallet.

And your arms are reddish

because of those heavy paper bags!

( So, wear only long sleeves on your shopping sprees,

and strictly avoid counting the amount of money you had before spending it! )

- Golf: Nope, it's like handling a cherry pop stick. Ha ha ha.

(Yawn?)

- Basketball: Like no way.

Ah crap.

My brain is not functioning properly.

Safe to speak,

currently there is nothing that interests me.

How sad is this?!

When you are eager for something,

but there is nothing there for you to get eager for.

Oh my 天啊!

What exactly am I thinking about now?!

I will have to go clarify.

Paz out.